Daddy

fooled me to thinking you were this SUPERMAN. 
i never imagined you would be this HUMAN BEING .
the same person who makes mistakes, the same one who has daily issues of life
but as your daughter, i do not see any of this & i apologize .

i remember when i used to be angry
i remember when i used to curse your name
i remember like it was yesterday
but today i ask for your forgiveness

for once in my life,  i realized no matter how much my mother
says she does all of this for me , i do not see it .
not knocking my mother because she is my strong tower in my life
and without her i wouldn't been able to made it this far

to my father, i want you to know
i was acting immature
i was behaving like a spoiled princess you have brought me up to be
anytime, i asked for anything ... you being the superman i thought you were, did exactly what i asked

right now, right here ... i am standing on my own
and i realize how much you've helped that my mother does not even recognize
i hope more fathers are more like you , strong and there for your little girl
the same one who wants her fathers approval
i just can't help it 

i want my daddy
i want him to hold me
i want him to tell me it is going to be alright
i want him to be the one who never leaves me
i love you daddy
i love you for not being there but i love you for being there when i had no one else to turn to

Knock Knock

How can a guy be your life support system, without that ring on your finger. 

How in the world, are you able to depend on someone who hasn't given you their life. 

No matter how long you been in a relationship, unless there is a ring, everything can change within a matter of seconds. 

I will always remember who my first love is and I will never forget who is my last. 

My life support system lies within my heart, which at this moment is occupied by God. 

This blog is not religious but I am strictly stating facts because without religion. 

A sense of comfort when in trouble, where do you go when you are in a bad place. 

I find it hard to go through your daily life and not have some higher being you followed. 

I feel bad for the people that believe there is no God. I mean my question comes from, " How do you know this?" 

Are you positive that without a shout of a doubt, there is nothing out there who is higher than you? 

 I cannot take this chance and live my life as though I wake up every morning with no one help.

To think that without feeling some guilt is absurd, whether anyone wants to believe me or not.

 There is a higher being and my thoughts lie that it is God himself.